It is time to pack up.
Initially, I had planned to be at home till 14th June and then go back to my college and begin my second year on a positive note. Same promises as ever that we all tend to make - Will work harder this time, will look forward to managing time in a better way, will take care of health and exercise, etc. etc.
However, as a few of you who may be following my blog would know, things did not turn out the way as intended. I would finally be leaving for Pune tomorrow (it is already Saturday, 0241 hours). Quite a bit has happened in this 'extra' week that I have stayed back at home. Pain in back has reduced for sure, I can now sit for longer durations and am banking on this to attend my classes properly once am there. Apart from these positive things, it has been an extra week of 'experience' gained here. Or may be a week of 'experience' lost from Pune?
I may never know. So, why do we make those promises to ourselves in the first place at all? To improve on things that we want to do? How do we know that the things that we do in a particular way are not good. May be they prove to be good in the longer scheme of things? May be life is intended to be lived the way we live it, no ifs and buts - things come, we chose our course of action and move on. Isn't over contemplation over things happening in a particular way eating the free way that we live? I don't know. I'd leave it for time to decide.
For now, I just have some stuff to start my packing with, rest - will see back in college about what all has to be done. Now that is comforting enough!
Happy and safe journey to you!
ReplyDeletewishing you a safe and pleasant journey. hope you are fit and fine now.
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